I love him so much—I couldn’t resist II

“I betrayed him, I cheated on him”
(BY MAKEL)

Like what I said before his the kindest man I’ve ever seen yes he is the most thoughtful, the sweetest, my everything. But can you believe that the man I couldn’t live without is also the man I cheated a lot. Yes I cheated on him; I will not be so hypocrite to tell all of you. His perfect, a perfect man don’t deserve my kind, he gave me everything, he provided me all that I need, he gave me joy, an eternal security, and he gave his life just to take care of me and love me. But I still cheated on him. I did that not because I don’t love him, I did that because I though the man I met can do better than him, that that guy can love me more than his love on me. But I got it all wrong. No one will do better than him, no one in this world could love me more than he does, no one in this world can assure me an eternal peace and security, and no one in this world can do everything from the very start just to make me believe that he does really love me, just him. I realized all those things and I can’t find a way for me to say sorry and it’s hard to think how can he forgive me after all what I’ve done. So here I am trying to find words to say, trying to practice everything, I rehears every line and I take a deep breath. But when he saw me he immediately hugs me without any words from his mouth then I just cry coz he says that his been waiting for me to come home and that his waiting for me from the very fist day I left that the never close his door and his heart for me. Isn’t it nice? I realized that he still loves me no matter what happened, that he will still accept me no matter how many times I fail and no matter how many times I broke his heart. His really great and I could not find words to describe how great he is and how great full I am to find him and to be with him for the rest of my life. I couldn’t imagine that he still cares after what happened. And so funny that every time I ask him about what happened in the past he simply does not remember everything he said that its past, it’s forgiven, therefore we should not talk about it.
And now he stills the same as before. Sweet, kind, thoughtful, and maybe… no not maybe it’s… I can define all the most wonderful words one could define to a man. But maybe before I finish this story some of you want to know who this guy is right? Well this is the answer he is simply the one from above my GOD. The one and only true perfect creator in the world, my prince.
So if you would like to experience that kind of love he gave to me just lay down your life to him and for sure you will also experience the same love I experience in his arms not only in the past but in the years to come.