I love him so much—I couldn’t resist II

“I betrayed him, I cheated on him”
(BY MAKEL)

Like what I said before his the kindest man I’ve ever seen yes he is the most thoughtful, the sweetest, my everything. But can you believe that the man I couldn’t live without is also the man I cheated a lot. Yes I cheated on him; I will not be so hypocrite to tell all of you. His perfect, a perfect man don’t deserve my kind, he gave me everything, he provided me all that I need, he gave me joy, an eternal security, and he gave his life just to take care of me and love me. But I still cheated on him. I did that not because I don’t love him, I did that because I though the man I met can do better than him, that that guy can love me more than his love on me. But I got it all wrong. No one will do better than him, no one in this world could love me more than he does, no one in this world can assure me an eternal peace and security, and no one in this world can do everything from the very start just to make me believe that he does really love me, just him. I realized all those things and I can’t find a way for me to say sorry and it’s hard to think how can he forgive me after all what I’ve done. So here I am trying to find words to say, trying to practice everything, I rehears every line and I take a deep breath. But when he saw me he immediately hugs me without any words from his mouth then I just cry coz he says that his been waiting for me to come home and that his waiting for me from the very fist day I left that the never close his door and his heart for me. Isn’t it nice? I realized that he still loves me no matter what happened, that he will still accept me no matter how many times I fail and no matter how many times I broke his heart. His really great and I could not find words to describe how great he is and how great full I am to find him and to be with him for the rest of my life. I couldn’t imagine that he still cares after what happened. And so funny that every time I ask him about what happened in the past he simply does not remember everything he said that its past, it’s forgiven, therefore we should not talk about it.
And now he stills the same as before. Sweet, kind, thoughtful, and maybe… no not maybe it’s… I can define all the most wonderful words one could define to a man. But maybe before I finish this story some of you want to know who this guy is right? Well this is the answer he is simply the one from above my GOD. The one and only true perfect creator in the world, my prince.
So if you would like to experience that kind of love he gave to me just lay down your life to him and for sure you will also experience the same love I experience in his arms not only in the past but in the years to come.

Moving On

Moving on is necessary to everyone. This term is use if someone who had a tragic situation that needs to forget or at least needs to leave behind to be able to continue on the life that’s been forgotten because of that situation. But as time goes by the real meaning of moving on was forgotten by everyone. They tend to use this words for an unimportant things like when the professor yell them out then their classmates will say that they must move on to that incident. Though it’s applicable, but the main point of the word its self slowly became an expression as time goes by.
Well let’s discuss the real meaning of moving on. Moving on is not a simple word, its not as simple as we think. Its more complicated actually, its more confusing and definitely its not that easy to apply in our life as we face taught situation that’s needs moving on to be applied. First thing why do we need to move on? We need to move because there things in our life that are affected if we don’t. These things maybe less affected or greatly affected. But in whatever degree it is, still it is affected. We need to move on because the things we had lost are not the only things in our life. We should consider the things around us. The things we had lost are not the only thing we live on. It’s not our only priority; we should be fare in prioritizing things in our life. Though I am not saying that we should not be sad or for worst morn for it but we should learn to let go the pain we had and the sorrow that lives within. We could have a life apart from those things we had lost and I assure you we can continue doing things without the things we had lost. But I also insist that moving on is a process, it is learn like any other subjects in school. The only requirements we need are trust in God and rely on his wisdom. We should not be boastful that we can do everything. I fact we are nothing without him. Moving on is not really easy. It requires strength to forget the things or the person that has left for a while or for good. But as God is strong he will provide strength for us to face those sorrowful nights in our bed crying, he will hide us in his living arms and he will wipe those tears away soon enough after we decided to gave him everything.

Newly Wed Everyday

BY MAKEL

This is what I feel every time I open my eyes every morning, “it’s my wedding day. “Every time I open my eyes in the morning I feel like I need to prepare for my wedding. I need to dress up well and I need to be the most beautiful lady in that day because I will be married. Every time I pray I feel like talking to my husband before the wedding ceremony. Every time I open my bible I feel like reading my fiancé’s love letter for me. Every time I’m in the midst of reading and that glimpse of smile in my face when I remember the blessings it’s like… saying I DO. And every time I close in prayer and saying my commitments that I will follow him the whole day I feel like I’m taking a bow, the promise, in sickness and in health till death do us part. When I finish my devotion in the morning I feel like married again to the most handsome husband in the world. But apart from that feeling I felt every time I pray is a big responsibility as a newly wed that I need to be faithful to him, that I need to do everything that he says, that I will follow him every step that I make. That because I’m married to his grace I also carry his name that’s why I need to be my best for them to see what its like to have him in live. And so as I became newly wed everyday I also pray that you will too.

You first love

One part in the history
You showed how one word should be
Thy majesty showed how to live
You set an example of right

I don’t know how to care
But because you showed it first
Like a teacher to its student
I learned how

I almost forgot how to serve others
Because I am too busy serving myself

But because you kneel before to the disciples feet

I realize that we are not worthy to be served

I almost forgot to give to others
But because set as an example by giving your life for me
I think I need to learn everything the hard way
And I think I need to be improve

I forgot to love others as I love my self
But because you demonstrate it into the cross
Now I know the reason why people love
“We love because, he first love us”
-I John 4:19

JESUS SAVES

Jesus and Satan were having an argument about who was better on his Computer. They had been going at it for days, and God has tired of hearing all the bickering. Finally, God said, “Cool it. I am going to set up a test which will take two hours and I will judge who does the better jobs.”
So Satan and Jesus sat down at the key boards and type away. They moused. They did spreadsheets. They wrote reports. They sent faxes. They sent email. They sent out with attachments. They downloaded. They did some genealogy reports. They made cards. They was up, lighting suddenly flash across the sky, thunder rolled, the rain poured and the electricity went off. Satan stared at his blank screen and screamed out every curse word known in the underworld. JESUS just sighed. The electricity finally flickered back on, and the two restarted their computers. Satan started searching frantically, screaming “it’s gone! It’s all gone! I lost everything when the power went out! Meanwhile, JESUS quietly started printing out of all his files from the past two hours. Satan observed this and became ever more irate.
“Wait! He cheated how did he do it?! God Shrugged and said, “JESUS SAVES.”

LOVE

Leviticus 19:18
“Stop being angry and don’t try to take revenge. I am the Lord, and I Command you to LOVE others as much as you LOVE yourself.”

Someone the command to LOVE doesn’t get through to us. We may confess that we lack a strong faith, but seldom do we admit that we are deficient in love. Perhaps we feel we’re as loving as the next person, and maybe a little bit more. After all, we’re sensitive to the hurts of other people. But deep inside we know that genuine caring reaches beyond feelings to action. Caring like a steam or electricity isn’t worth much unless something happen as a result of it. Love deeds is useless, just as talent not demonstrated in creative way is wasted. Both must be expressed or they are no better than a myth. Because we can’t do nothing or everything, we often don’t do everything. If you want to be a loving person, don’t start by taking on the needs of the whole world. Start caring about one person and build from them. we/you cant’ do everything but you can do something. What you can do, you should

FOREVER AND EVER!!!

When I am old and grayheaded, o God, Do not forsake me, until I declare your strength to his generation.
Getting older doesn’t mean becoming obsolete. It can mean growing, maturing, serving, ministering, enjoying ourselves to the end of our days to idle away our last years is rob ourselves of what could be the best years of our lives and to deprive the church given to enrich it. There is still service to be rendered and there are victories to be won. And we should remain open to being used by greatest usefulness may be to pass our understanding of God on to others.

Its’ Not An Easy Road - Christian Illustration

I have a friend who’s trying to find through the fog of doubt. While he still believes that God is good, much of what he’s experiencing seems to contradict that. He’s questioning the value of virtue because he sees another person’s vice on go unfinished. Although he knows that he ought to enjoy his walk with God, right now it’s more duty than delight.

I also have an acquaintance that seems to be trying to hold on to God with one hand while clutching her sins in the other. To anyone who’s questioning the value of walking with God, I would reply: saying no to selfish choices and saying yes to Gods commands may not be easy, but it’s the only way to experience true and lasting joy.

Psalm 112 declares the person who respects God and wants to please Him will enjoy his favor. The doesn’t guarantee a trouble free life, of course, but it does assure us that we can have peace even in the tough times.

We can delight in knowing God’s blessing is on us, even when the road is not easy.

Success

Success is achieving someone's goal and pursuing more. But what does success really mean?

Success is not when you are the only one who pass the midterm exam. It is not when you got the most expensive bag in the whole world. It is not when you have the most popular boyfriend or girlfriend in town. Success is not when you can hold your feelings towards someone then afterwards throw it. It is not when you can resist a certain desire for someone. Success is not when you can please everyone and they will look up to you. It is not when you are the richest adn most successful politician in the world. It is not when you have a family that is almost perfect. Success does not indicate how much money you have in the bank, or how many friends you can count on your fingers. It is not a scale that says that if you know everything you are in success. But above everything success is when you are satisfy in your life. It is when you can please your "CREATOR" everyday in your life. Success is only found in God. It is when you are ready to give everuthing and do anything for him. It is when you are willing to lay down every single detail in your life and trudt him fully, admitting that you can do nothing apart from him. Success is when you humble your self down and give up your pride. Success is when you can deny yourself for him.--that is Succces